Happy Halloween. Eat candy. Scare children. Make Magic.

So I know this is old but it's perfect for Halloween. I even listened to the song that is playing in this on the way to school to get me into the mood of glorious halloween. 

Also some pics of my halloween fun. 

Wildfox Couture 

Out and About

I was going around and doing errands today. It's so pretty out today. It's cold, like shit I should of brought that other jacket cold. But the sun is shining. It's amazing. you get that rush of cold mixed with slow trickles of heat. Like warm water on you skin. 

These are shots I took around my neighborhood. Once I get a legit camera I will take more. Promise. 

Enjoy Kittens

Some goodies to brighten your life.

Things are getting better.Slowly. But they are.
I'm happier.

Bangin'

I can't Unlove you.

Bitter. That's all I taste right now.
Just Bitter.

My ears are ringing and I swallow the urge to throw up.
Sick.

YOU . I hate me for loving you and I hate that I know that I  shall regret all of these words. I regret them even now.  You . It's always you. For everything it's you. It's you who hurts me. It's you who breaks me. It's you who loves me It's you who hates me.

Betrayed.  My skull is ringing. The blood swimming. How could you? Wrong everything is so wrong. Even Alice wasn't prepared for this one.

Mental
Your mind needs to be fixed. Something has damaged it. Someone. Was it me who helped you to go mad?

Changed. God don't you see it?! I'm different. I'm not her anymore. She was weak. She was cold and hard. I killed her and you helped. Now what? You regret it? You miss her. Well she is gone. Eat is. Swallow it. Breathe it in honey. She is never coming back. I'm happier and more beautiful than I ever was. Love her. Swallow her. Breathe Her.

Pain. God damn you! God damn you for everything you make me feel. God damn you to hell as I want to call you back and apologize eve though I have done nothing wrong.

Hate. It's seething through my teeth. My heart has gone silent. My rage is falling down my cheeks.

Sadness. The shock is overwhelming. My body is now shaking. Wave after wave after wave after wave


And still even now...

Love. I hate you even more. How could you? I forgive you.
My rage is being eaten. I miss you too much. I would still give this second to be with you. God I miss you. I can't believe how much I hate you.

I've gone mad too.
I have finally broken my spine in half. I have let my last bit of flesh to slip off that cliff. Tumble down. Rocks hitting bone and all. I'm surprised i haven't started bleeding from the inside out.

Fate. You can't fight it. It will punch you until your bruises cover you whole.
Each bruise a story. Story after story after story. Give in. admit. Live. You love him. Fuck the madness. Fuck the bitterness. I do.
God damn it I really have gone mad for you.

Dear Santa

 OH Wildfox Couture. I love you.

Come and get it.

I went around and bought some goodies...I just couldn't help myself.

They were needed...
hey They gave me free samples too so that's always nice

Thank you Sephora for being a magical wonderland of beautiful stuff.