Christmas/New Years at Ozu.

It was a bangin' time.

party foul of the night

section 6

My soul doesn't dance, Not without you to play the tune.

I went to a little soiree last night. It was fun but for some reason I didn't have as much fun as I usually do. I blame you. All I could think about half the night was your face, how you talk to me, your smile. It filled my head like like a massive ship in a bottle. I miss you. My mind misses you. My heart misses you. I've realized that you make me have a good time. It's you. When you're not here it's as if nothing matters that much. It didn't matter how  much alcohol was flowing, I didn't want to drink it all. It didn't matter how loud the music was playing, I didn't want to dance till the sun rose. My blood had stopped racing. 

 I don't want to do anything without you. Things just aren't as exciting or as thrilling without you to experience them with me. 

I can't wait to see you, to experience something amazing that gets my blood flowing again. I miss the rush, the anticipation of something new. But I must wait till I see you. Because my soul doesn't dance, not without you to play the tune. 

Souls can change too.

I was watching some of my old youtube videos of my naive 16 year old self in ny for my summer acting school. It was crazy. I've changed so much from it. In every way possible. It was for the better. I don't regret. It's interesting to go back and see and hear how different I was. People really do change. My eyes seemed different. Not the shape but more like they saw a different picture. I took another video of myself right now and my eyes have changed. My eyes in the old videos are a little glazed over where as mine now are harder and clearer.  By glazed I mean from the lack of knowledge. But yeah, it was weird to see that. I'm a different person. I think my eyes have changed the most. But of course, as people say, eyes are the windows to the soul. And my soul has really changed for the better.

Anywho happy thursday Kittens. =D
(btw these are not the pictures i was talking about soo don't go all detective over them haha)

Beautiful faces, beautiful hair..just plain stinkin' beautiful

So jealous...all the time.
I ask for two things
1. Hair grow longer faster NOW.
2. Perfect glowing skin.

Then I shall be narcissistically happy.

Reminder to self: Pretend you are a mermaid and Drink more water. It's good for you